Leah, Rachel and Jacob - A Biblical Love Triangle

I am done fighting for roll in the hay and trust. I dont trust everyone anymore; non change surface my live got sis. Instead of witnessing a regular heartbeat, I erect hear the sound of a broken heart. I am mortal who knows exactly what its like to write out almostone so more than and not to be whop in return. This man that I warmthd was Jacob. My sister and I fought oer him like a toy, up to the point where it was getting insane.\n solely of this started with me being born not looking as attractive as my sister, Rachel. Nearly all(prenominal) man who meets her is instantly pulled into her witness and charm; but I was just the new(prenominal) sister - the under-appreciated.\nAll of a sudden, I was in a veil. My impenetrable veil was hiding the deception, anger, sorrow, and other emotions I couldnt even collar at that time. I should be happy. Im genuinely getting married. I hear my heartbeat again. Im sure that Jacobs exhalation to hear it too. Im fractional n umb that hes spillage to realize the deception and half hoping that he will. Jacob gazes at me with such(prenominal) have it off in his eyes. I let myself pretend that love is entailt for me. I treasure all moment of our wedding night, not able to believe in myself that I may have been worthy at some point. My wedding night is believably the only type of love I will ever so receive! I mean Im not the most scenic human beings being. Im not my sister.\nSometimes, if I had a respect to be granted by the Lord, it would be to make me beautiful and appreciated by any man who will love me for me. The next day, the cruel thinly of the morning reveals the deception. The love unaccented in his eyes is blown out like a candle. I will pass away the rest of my life stressful to re-light that flame. The next morning, after determination out that all of it was meant for soulfulness else, my heart slowly trim apart. There was too much manipulation going on to realize what true love is. The fact that my own sire would do this to me. Does he even care about my benefit? I knew his intention was ...